September 30, 2015

The Wait.

I've looked at this picture a million times more than twice today.

Coincidentally, or not at all a coincidence, the picture above popped up in my Instagram feed first thing this morning. You're probably wondering why I think that's important at let me tell you.

Here's an abbreviated version: over the last two and a half weeks I've been feeling sick and today was my important appointment; where they either find out what's wrong or refer me to a specialist. I woke up super nervous because who am I kidding- I'm about as neurotic as they come when I'm stressed out. Luckily I made my appointment for very first thing in the morning so I wouldn't have to wait it out.

Unluckily for me, 4.5 hours later I got my answer. They couldn't figure me out! I'm an anomaly. Okay so that's a little dramatic....but they decided to refer me to a specialist. Not really what I was hoping for, but then again what's the saying "If you want to make God laugh, tell him your plans." Touche God. I heard you loud and clear on that one.

I constantly find myself planning out the future in my head the way I want it to go, rather than praying about it and trusting in God's will for me. And that's because I haven't mastered being patient, it just isn't one of my virtues.....yet. However- I'm always up for a challenge; especially when I know it's God's way of teaching me a hard, but valuable lesson.

So, Cheers to this new season. It's going to be different and maybe even a little difficult. But hey the rainbow only comes after the rain right?

Lesson learned.


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1 comment:

  1. Oh Kylie, this must be so difficult! I'm thinking hopeful and happy thoughts for you!